God! (yes, i'm calling your name out, Almighty One!) where's my place in this fucked up world? i am lost in this black hole for the nth time. burnout? is that you again? wala lang, i recognized you kase you're so familiar already and i'm so accustomed to your presence na.
the ever-gasgas challenge of "sink or swim" confronts me yet again. i am more coward this time to dare myself either way. i just want to helplessly wade the waters. pero napapagod na ako. am i meant to be great? or just a plain jane? sana sabihin na lang agad ni Lord so that i won't have to work my butt off this hard and end up frustrated. sana sabihin na lang ni Lord na i'll be forever alone and lonely and miserable so that i won't have to seek and hope and forever convince myself that there's a bright side to everything.
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