This is the part where I tell myself to focus, to pretend I have not read or heard or seen anything, to be patient, and to introspectively convince myself that I am fine.
The world is round. The one holding the scales is blind. Prayers are answered in different ways. Restrain the inner evil genius, Elaine, because karma is too quick to retaliate. And I know everything comes back a hundred-fold. Now tell me, where will I be more scared of?
Maybe it's also my fault that people are being who they are. That is because I let them be. But the bottomline is I hate their guts. I hate the way they feel they are important, invincible, high and mighty. And maybe they are, but isn't it too much to be letting people know they are of the superior kind? So utterly insensitive, don't you think?
Superiority is subjective. It is relative. It is time dependent. Standards are changed every so often. Everyone has a downfall, an Achilles' heel. So the most logical conclusion I can derive from other people's actions is either The Almighty One is a partial Being or people are just brilliant liars.
Exaggerating, fibbing, deceiving... it's an art. Some people are just so god-damn good at it.
But I will not trade my wrinkles for another person's bliss. And so my ranting ends here, in this blog. Zip it.
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