peter pan

sa sobrang bored ko sa buhay, kung anu-anong goals na lang sine-set ko para sa sarili ko. gusto ko may sport. gusto ko vegetarian. gusto ko mag-violin. gusto ko maging lawyer or pwede ring rockstar. i always believe i'm a real-life peter pan. yung tipong ayaw tumanda. that's why i have to keep the exterior as youthful as my soul. i don't dress my age unless it's necessary. i hangout with younger people and call everyone else "ate" or "kuya" kahit mas matanda naman talaga ako.. hehehe. and lately, i have become more healthy (if that is even possible) kase i want to join a triathlon. ayun ang bagong goal. hindi na enough ang patakbo-takbo lang. gusto ko lumevel up. magse-set ulit ako ng target.

 

sabi ng tita ko, why not set when to get married. naku, that's hard. ang tawag dyan sa obligations and contracts ay "potestative" - dependent on the will of another person. pwede rin casual - dependent on chance. hahaha... pwede rin mixed (chance and will). mas ok magset ng goals na purely potestative on my part. yung tipong wala akong aabalahin at wala ring karapatan na abalahin ako ng iba. siguro i'm really a selfish person and i'm doomed to be single. nakikinikinita ko na nga eh. di bale, hindi naman ako tatanda. i'm going to be peter pan flesh and blood.